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black flowers bloom
Friday, September 05, 2008
i wish i could cut out all the pain inside, carve out pieces of reality in my memories i'm too weak to accept, reclaim the eternal sunshine of my spotless mind.
i'm not a strong girl, but i want to believe i am.
11:58 AM
Monday, September 01, 2008
Hurt, is memorising the view of aircon vents in the bus so the tears behind dont fall.
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â¦I dig my toes into the sand/ The ocean looks like/ A thousand diamonds/ Strewn across a blue blanket/ I lean against the wind/ Pretend that I am weightless/ And in this moment I am happy, happy// I lay my head onto the sand/ The sky resembles a backlit canopy/ With holes punched in it/ I'm counting UFOs/ I signal them with my lighter/ And in this moment I am happy, happy//
I, wish you were here/ I, wish you were here/ I, wish you were here/ Wish you were here
The world's a rollercoaster/ And I am not strapped in/ Maybe I should hold with care/ While my hands are busy in the airâ¦.