Friday, March 09, 2007

i'm finally back!! after a month long hiatus haha. it definitely wasnt voluntary thats for sure. i've been soo bloody caught up with all the mid sems and school stuff... just too frazzled to blog. but this temporary relief post mid sems isnt gonna last very long i tell you. alr the project deadlines are starting to creep in :(

yah so in case anyone missed me, lisa didnt fall off the face of the earth and i'm back to terrorise you people and anyone unfortunate or bored enough to stumble across high-on-sugar :D haha

hmmmm. the past week we've been thru certain stuff, which created such a frickin hullabaloo, it really made me realise and reaffirm my Blog Ideals. haha you know stick to your guns and all that :D ok ok i'm in one of the mad moods cos i finished my last mid sem yday!! and i bought lotsa nice stuff!! yippeeeeee!! haha anyhow:

1) the last 3 years since i started my blog, no matter how angry i was i dont think i ever sunk to the level of critisizing a person publicly on my blog. i will comment definitely, esp if i'm feeling upset or disappointed with the person, but never a bitchfest. its easy for emotions to take hold, esp with a temper like mine but i think its a very base way of "getting back" at the person. i wonder is it really supposed to show how brave you are, by turning it into a public witchhunt? i'm suuree. although how i understand it is that you're hiding behind a screen to say stuff you dont dare to say to the person's face. like i said, be a bigger person- use passive aggression. hurrs. besides why mar your personal space with the ugliness of it all.

2) why i dont have a tag board: haha i've been asked before, and again. put it simply, the basis of a tagboard mystifies me. why do people feel the compelling need to chat on a box no bigger than 2X6cm when they can easily talk otherwise? i've maintained my stand by NOT posting on ANYONE's tagboard everr!! up till recently when jananana the bananana got her blog and nagggedd :D
haha but honestly. tagboards start a HELL lot of nonsense. i was involved in soemthing like that, been thru friends turning against each other, and the latest incident really just cemented my feelings of derision for it. seeing a friend hurt over crap some bitch carelessly typed which started THE whole epic of nonsense. see point 1.
so dont ask me why i dont have a tagboard. i'll smack you. hahaa =D
as a matter of fact i dont even have the comments thingie. its MY blog. i write whatever i damn please and if you dont like it, close your eyes.
anyhow i appreciate it much better when you guys comment or reminisce about my musings with me :)

3) i think the purpose of a blog is to talk about yourself. and your life. as narcissitic as it is thats the reason why people start blogs. sure i like to shoutout to the precious few sometimes, but when the blog becomes something of a publicity stunt, or an announcement forum or wahtever, it kinda loses the beauty of it. scarilege man.
stuff like blog counters and statistics on visits and page views with info like, get this- average visit length for the day or the last hour (haha wth??) - i really dont get it. either you're a complusive control freak or you're just a lil too obsessed with your blog. my friend you need to get a life honestly

4) i have no pictures cos... ...well. i'm still having some trouble trying to learn how to upload them. hahaha

i'm a girl of good principles you know *nods seriously. haha :D lalala

hrmmm anyway. nothing significant has happened in boringland... oh i went to pierce my 2nd earhole for the millionth time again yday.the cell regeneration rate in my earlobes seem to be mutated or seomthing. ditto with my cartilege piercing. ugh i take it out for awhile and the next thing i know i'm trying to force the stud back into the closed hole. haha okok that was like YUKK.
so yah lor. thats the most exciting thing that happened this week *stones. haha :D

ohh the jannana the banana signed my up for union camp. haha i see she's taking a new approach this year. sign up first and talk later, rather than trying to talk me into signing up :D. jan seems to be very worried we all wont be rahrah with her. dont worry ma chica, i'm like THE most rahrahest ever you know. yawn. haha i'm kidding i'm kidding!! honestlyy i guess it sounds quite ok from waht you guys told me.. i hope it was like the first cj orientation! haha no matter how much we complained, admit it. looking back it was kinda fun in a naff way right! ohh except the bloody hike at... where was that god forsaken place? was it even oreintation?? haha. i can imagine steph's face now = (0_O)
besides how bad can being a councellor be right. uhhh... right. haha well at least i think i get to be a ghost! the best vengeful spirit everr. unless i'm too pleasant to be a pontianak *smiles sweetly.
i guess i'll see how things go from here then..

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