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Friday, February 29, 2008
helloo out there... ere... ere.. (uh. thats supposed to be an echo). hahaha. i doubt i have a following anymore :( but to the loyals, lisa still loves you many. and lisa's back! at least for this post. or until the next hiatus. haha.
its always the same old reason. i've just been so swamped with school work. this sem is really a terror i tell you.. maybe i should become like one of the Module King/Queen kinda ppl and plan my entire module schedule for my 3/4 years in uni. cos the module combi for me this sem is really killing- i'm taking: -Management Sci, which so far is basically like excel combined with loci in math. or connecting the dots while trying to sound smart. yeah i dunno what its about either :D but hey, its not too bad (until i get my mid sem results back i guess).
-managerial accounting. i dont get them you know honestly. ACCOUNTING= for accountants. FINANCE= for biz ppl. so keep it that way right? noooo. i know accounting does make up a small portion of finance. but. still doesnt stop me from disliking it. one thing's for sure i'll never become an accountant. no offense to ppl out there who have accounting dreams in the pipe but honestly, i think if i have to write journal entries or do ABC costing for the rest of my life i think one fine day i'll just decide to embezzle the company funds. what a no-fun kinda job. haha ok. as you can see its giving me considerable frustration.
-Asia pacific ethics and businesses. basically some airy fairy stuff about asian economies i can crap up by reading widely. which unfortunately alot of us singaporeans are guilty of neglecting. throw in some of that econs mumbo jumbo and you get a valid module.
-asian mkts. ooh i love this one :) we have a hongkie auntie lecturer who loves tp tell us about her favourite merc dealer (typical hongkie) and how she constantly manipulates freebies and extras out of sales staff. alot of them think her stories are a waste of time but my god sometimes she really gives me laughing fits. HAHAHA.
-perfumes and cosmetics. its quite alrite la but hoenstly once they started the bio/chem part its def become a hell lot more boring. they should just teach us the history of perfume like at the beginning of term; the elizabethan and egyptian stuff was so interesting la. anyhow its the ponnable lect for us. like jess who hasnt turned up since the first lect hahaha.
ok. so i'm specially blogging cos.. its leap day! 29th feb. once every 4 years :) i read the papers about some couples inducing birth on the 28th instead so their baby would be born "boring and ordinary". haha ok i made that up. cos they felt it was "sad" to have a birthday once every 4 years. well i'm not gonna argue with them ordinary and boring folk but if it were my baby i'd want her to be special. even if my water bag bursts and the contractions kill me. .... ....haha oookay i dont think the guys want to hear that now. they're all still lost in their own brainless world DOTAing and wii ing (so gonna die on this one :D) haha so we mature ladayys will just let them revel in their ignorant bliss for a couple of years more.
anyway the sanctity of my rare leap day was spoilt by some unpleasant stuff.. i'm not gonna dwell on it here. on a slightly happier note, it brought me back 4 years, where during orientation i'm glad i sat next to a girlon the bus, when she started our friendship by asking, "you're lisa from mgs?" haha long story. and no its not cos i had a notorious past in mg. honestly i think i had to be the most swaku goondupaded goondu in sec school haha. ANYWAY ( i think i really havent blogged for damn long. i'm just diverting around talking about anything and everything) that lovely is my sweetie stephums whose seen me thru and bailed me out of countless uh.. misadventrures. this goes out to you and benny bah too :D for coming all the way down to gimme a midnight hug (and ben falling asleep in the car). i only hope i'm as good a friend to you guys. better not answer that =\. hurrs.
ooh anyway i've just passed my....21st bday!oh yay happy joy great whee lalala. UGHH. this honestly sucks. i've finally turned into a boring adult. big fat bleh. it was pretty much the usual bday celebrations dinner clubbing and another uh, surprise (which was ruined thanks to cindy chua's big mouth HAHAHA). but considering it was like a life altering kinda thing, like you know the key to adulthood or whatever... i guess it was pretty typical. i dont feel any older tho. but obviously by convention i already belong in thegrandma's club. UGH! mope. anyway along with that horrible reality, i was compensated with a hell lot of GREAT presents! *beams. should i blatantly gloat about it here and piss my remaining readers off. hurrhurr :P well. safe to say it was one of the best hauls ever. my favourite one coming from lloyd of cos *hugs. ok now i just sound like a materialistic lil bitch. haha :D.BIG FAT LOVEEto all ma lovelies for your great wishes and presents. for those i couldnt meet up with, do something SOON.
oh and since we're talking about bdays (from now i'm trying to remember to wish everyone! esp those turning 21. you deserve my condolences. haha) happy birthday shijueeellyy!grandma's club! FOREVER in camp so i dunno when you'll chance upon this -_-. i miss you love. prata again sometime soon! or clubbing whichever's first haha. oh and may you stay in wedded bliss foreverrr and eveer! hahaha.
happy birthday chanchan!!haha PLEASE dont get wasted on me again but its worth it for the entertainment :D. and for all the times i've put you thru my whining and tantrums. cheers dude.
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â¦I dig my toes into the sand/ The ocean looks like/ A thousand diamonds/ Strewn across a blue blanket/ I lean against the wind/ Pretend that I am weightless/ And in this moment I am happy, happy// I lay my head onto the sand/ The sky resembles a backlit canopy/ With holes punched in it/ I'm counting UFOs/ I signal them with my lighter/ And in this moment I am happy, happy//
I, wish you were here/ I, wish you were here/ I, wish you were here/ Wish you were here
The world's a rollercoaster/ And I am not strapped in/ Maybe I should hold with care/ While my hands are busy in the airâ¦.