Thursday, September 30, 2004
sigggh... ok listen. i have my stress break out. my hair is losing shape. my eyebrows....my eyebrows look like bushman eyebrows. and my scehdule is totally piling up. ok lesse... i have math: sigma, ap/gp, partial frations, mac thrm, binomial. bio: enzymes, ecology (not counting all the chapters i'm not doing.) econs: elasticity, monopoly, oligopoly, pc. all these are like behind schedule. arggh. in general i am and feel screwed.
and i hate that fat woman.
5:51 AM
Thursday, September 23, 2004
i just finished night study...so tired. anyway...
countdown to promos: 4 days!!! stressed...!
11:17 PM
Wednesday, September 22, 2004
okkaayyy i feel all bad about blogging instead of studying... but its a new method i have discovered. its so ingenious!!! except for a few....flaws. ok anyway. the plan is to keep myself occupied until i pass my "sleepy stage". then do my revision until i cann't take it then sleep!! its....relatively better. than my usual way of taking a nap and never waking up till the next morning la huh and not doing anything at all. yup so here i am keeping myself occupied and away from my bed to resist temptation.
oh today. we didn't show up for detention yesterday so today we spent the better part of the morning outside michael tan's office waiting for him to show up or waiting for him to call us in, or waiting for him to finish his calls. in out in out his office. wait wait wait. we looked pretty damn stupid. well anyway turns out it seemed "defiant" when we didn't turn up so me and rach had to do this stupid 500 word essay for him on Responsibility and Integrity. well i managed to do it...498 words close enough. miss ting would've been so proud of me k. it was like FILLED with examples. haha. well anyway. whatever la huh. he told us next time for me it would be suspension. for rach would be tea with bro paul cos she already had in house suspension. poor us. i better toe the line for now... they all predicted it would be one week at most when both me and rach would be late again. so much for peer support.
oh and that michael tan called kelly ashton rach and me the "si da mei ren". literal translation ppl-4 beauties. sarcastic freak. and then while we were waiting outside the office tan jek suan had to come and add his 2 cents worth(me and ashton hair as usual). god are we that infamous in the staff faculty. they know our names and class. and now theres a collective NAME for the 4 of us. but it wan't our full TZ group la huh.
anyway. mrs tan that stupid bitch pissed me off again today. me and kelly didn't do our org chem tutorial. so u know what biatch said. "don't do don't do la....(something about us dropping chem) then don't come and cry to me (boo hoo *as in she really makes this wailing noise like our supposed crying)."
i tell u the hate i felt then was like...whoa.i didn't want to look at her cos i was damn sure i would've cursed her to her face. or my eyes would have given away my plans for murder.
for one bitch, i so super won't cry in front of you. and secondly- i won't cry. over such matters. i'll fight my case. or try to la (hehe). and three,i don't cry like a wounded elephantt.
my apologies to those who LURVE mrs tan.
>>i don't want mr poh to leave!! if sandra tan becomes our HTC i'll run screaming out of CJC. and i think mr poh's a great teacher. except now and then.
Countdown to Promos : 5 days..! arrrgh!!!
2:14 AM
Sunday, September 19, 2004
the promos are like 2 weeks away. ... eh... actually counting gp paper its like ONE friggin weeek!! what the hell i'm doing here someone tell me. i'm supposed to be studyin monopolistic com. anywayss... i really need a break. these few weeks have been terrible. i won't elaborate. but i think i've finally been stretched to breaking pt. for those who were there for me- xoxo love ya all. for those who weren't-what can i say....
so much has happened i dun even know where to start.
oh nationalday dance finally came was damn scary when we were waiting back stage but the getting ready was fun.the make up and costumes all...! haha. surprisingly the performing part wasn't as stressed out as i expected. i actually felt happy and had fun!
anyway i've been trying to wake up like in the morning, around 2 or 3 am to study which has been unsuccessful. today i'm tryng a new method. stay up all night. haha sounds stupid right. i hope it works. at very most i just look like a zombie tmrw in church. no no. this is not the right attitude. ok everyone! lets get rrrready to do mono com...whoohoooooo....ugh. haha no point digressing i guess... it won't go away. PLEASE JUST LET ME PASS THE FREAKING PROMOS!!! thoughts aloud.
anyway i think i better go conserve energy for the night ahead! with my renewed optimism!!...somewhat.
>>to this someone... you don't know it but i miss you.
>>jeremy.. you and your mad stts dtts and lrt. wth LA HUH. anyways thanx for always waking me up with your wake up calls. StUdY!! ahhha.... tho it hasn't exactly worked.
>>this sounds mad, but mr poh and miss ting. for caring and believing in 2nd chances, and in me.
promos countdown: 8 days... sorry for stressing everyone out haaaaaaaaa.
1:21 AM
