Thursday, February 08, 2007

i've so much to say but i was just too frickin busy to bloggg. honestly the pace is really picking up with school stuff.. i have my first presentation like tmr...ughs. i know i know everyone says in biz you gotta be very used to making presentations but truly, i suck at it. haha i go into this huge nervous wreck and i get all retarded and fumbly. haha
but guess what! i've started participating in class. for reallll. i'm so amaazed with myself!! *beams. haha its really not half as bad. i mean, you can still feel all the stares boring into you as you speak but i'm getting used to it i guess :D haha ahem i'm being very mature cos.. i'm twentyyy!! haha honestly tho it still doesnt feel it. i still feel childish and right now i feel like having a lovely immature tantrum. stupid school work's making me have a stress breakout again. FUGLYYY :(((

my bday! haha it was great. haha i'm just sooo tired to blog about everything but i'll try to do justice to the whole experience :)

wed aftn i got another suprise at forum!! haha although it uh... didnt really turn out the way they expected. haha i ended up surprising them instead la huh. haha i tell you the look on their faces- PRICELESS. really i can only think of one thing which can describe it- deer caught in headlights. suspicious and sheepish deer holding cake and pretending to shop. hahaha :D i assume the look on my face was equally confused cos thats exactly how i felt. so we must've looked like one whole bewildered herd staring at each other in the middle of the bazaar. they, wondering what to do, and me.. well just wondering what the hell they were doing. haha and!! janna skulking behind the pillar making the call like some sorta spyyy. really priceless you guys :D
after that cherie and jan tagged along for my FIRST econs tut and succeeded in making the econs tutor hate me. THANX YOU TWO you do realise i still hafta go for tutorials for the rest of the sem RIGHT. but really, to all you goondupads thanx for everything!! and about the surprise.. i think it was much more hilarious this way. haha!! dont be upset and anything aobut not clubbing we'll have a belated one soon soon. I LOVE YOU ALL!!

after that rushed back to get ready for dinner with jermyy. we went to some szechuan dong hua or summat. is it? this chinese restaurant on the 60th floor. i thought the chinese was a great idea cos i mean usually these dinners are like western food and this was a nice change. like i said, you were never one for being normal.
i tell you these restaurants are out to con ang mohs and foreigners la. but its good for bdays :) cos of the ambience. anyway i wasnt really surprised to see that mostly those around were either foreign businessppl and large families. prob bday too :D haha.
the food is good but honestly these angmohs have no idea they can get it at a fraction's worth else where. not even a fraction's worth- a pittance. or maybe they just dont care. for example: guess what "delicately smooth, finely fermented beancurd with sweet Chinese sugarcane syrup from China's shandong province" is. haha ok ok i made that up. it was more like "smooth beancurd with sweet something syrup" i think. (still something redundant like that) = plain ol tauhuay. full stop. when i rread the menu i guessed it right ok! and doing a lil calc, its worth about 15 bucks in the restaurant. o.m.ggg. i can get it for 40 cents in school!! llooking at all those suckers eating it (well, on a regular basis i'm assuming) the vigilante in me wanted to shout "stoppp you fools!! you are being swindled by intelligent commercialism and a lot of smart marketing!!". haha see learning oustide the classroom :D heehee.
jermy said that was not the point. i know it isnt.
thank you *hugs.
sometimes i get this feeling, you'll always be my one of a kind. dont waste your love on me.

when i got back aunty mertina came over with more cake!! haha i'm surprised i didnt get like nightmares or something eating so much at that late hour. anyway the fridge/freezer was like filled with cake boxes la cos i was too lazy to pack everything nicely. haha. eh actually come to think of it, its still sitting in there. EEYER.. hahaha dunno if any of the prcs helped themselves to it huh

anyway went out with the our happy animals club + the Other Halves sub club haha :D. dinner at coffee club exp on fri. ri chard came too haha so i stared at him "omgg are you meant to be the surprise? some surprise! " hahaha. poor chard. honestly laaa its appreciated :)
haha as usual we were making a racket and laughing about the same silly jc stuff which made us laugh last time. thank god it was open air la haha otherwise it'll be like that time at long john's. when mash was... well. jsut being herself- mad. waht else. haha =)
and the loves tried to buy dinner! which was so sweet considering we havent bought anyone bday dinners before. darlings it isnt about buying the dinner, its about us eating together :D we realised it was the first time since a loong time the whole clique managed to come
i could hear those stories a million times (mee kia!! =) i love steph) and i'll never get tired of it. i LOVEYY YOU ALL *muacck! even chard too. YUK haha
lalala!

went for drinks after that. and SOME people got soo drunk i had to send him to his home la. sammy you are damn lucky i recovered if not we'll get kidnapped and sent to bangladeshi to be child labourers la waahaha. i dunno how much you drank man but dont any how deny and blame it on me okay! haha :D blackmail pics you better be nice
lousyy larr youu. haha ok ok GUY lousy. lisa chan still lousier. hehe
you! if you get wasted again next time nooo one's gonna care about you anymore you hear. haha i'll leave you in the longkang and some man will come and... ... report you to the police. haha

anyway i heard from my primary sch bestie! i havent heard from her since mg la. she sent me this really sweet letter with a pic of us as primary oners and some of our mementoes. i got it after returning on fri, and i dunno if it was the alcohol or what but i got all emo and goondupaded when i read it. i mean even though we kept in contact all thru mgs, something in her letter just touched me when she realised that we had come such a long way from then. looking at the picture its just so hard to imagine, we were 13 years ago; the childish scrawl on the notebook paper in my handwriting, the usual little girl games and antics.
of cos i remember. lizard soup book :) and ____ quek (who shall not be named to save us all the trauma haha :D BOTH of them actually)
karen limmyy- i have no idea if she's reading this. but you were really a damn huge part of growing up!! i'm glad you got us back in touch :) i'm not an ah lian OKAYY but i am BIII. for you only. hahaha and. next time when i'm old and suffering from dementia you better gimme free treatment unless you're suffering from it too. haha

thanx to all who wished me and even the late&later ones huuuhh haha. it was nice that i heard from those i havent heard from since jc, even those i didnt expect :))

i feel so loveeyy loved. i love you all :)
MUAAAAAAAAAACCKKKK *wet and slobbery for all my loves <3

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