Monday, July 19, 2004
today started off quite bad. haha. well well. looking at my old entries can see my mood fluctuates ALOT. anyway. today started off baaaad.
ok 1) for the first time in like half a year i actually maaged to get outta the hse early enuff to get a lift from my mummy. but guess what. i left my hp and the stupid newspaper upstairs which i needed for GP. my mum must've been pms-ing so she refused to wait for me. by the time i got everything straightened out i was bloody late. so i decided to wait for a cab. those frickin cabs i tell you. not a single one stopped ok. why are we payin taxes for them to up keep those things. argh! i was likemega panickin. so i called shar then fong. fong calls this the "panick call" which i give her every morning when i'm late.
in the end guess what. NO CAB. so i took a nice leisurely walk to the bus stop. i mean hello? i'm late already why stress myslef out. o i took 156 ladeeda. you can imagine when i reached i was sooo late. i was all prepared to go for DC i mean its like the first time for this term a pretty good track record if you ask me. so i didnt mind the first tarnish la. even tho i'm trying to turn over a new leaf. hahaha! so much for that. anyway i wnted to walk in thru the front but i saw someone doing the "sneak" way so i decided it was a sign. i went in thru the back and THIS time i didn't climb over the gate cos the other hostel gate was opened. but i had to walk up that stupid hill! i was like damn hot. anyway i walked around the back near the sci labs and guess wat. this spray of water splashed onto me. seriously. and it sounded like toilet washing. argggh!! i looked up to see where it came from. toilet washing alrite. hostel toilet washing. i started mutterting and cleaning off the water and guess what. AGAIN. onto me. AGAIN. loser day if i have to say so.
i dumped my stuff at the bench and went off the meet bro paul to ask permission for MGS grad ceremony. he is like a real ass seriously. the main pts of our meeting with him was like this. he asked us why we had to go what achievements we had. of course none la i was like the worse gb girl ever. so i told him i means a lot to us cos we're pure mgs girls ten years dadeeda. sentimental. you know what he said?! "i dun care about sentimental. dun talk to me about sentimental." of course. what did i expect? hes not MARRIED. arrgh! then shar made the worse mistake of all. she told him just let us go la cos the invitations already sent to our parents. he lke totally overreacted.."ohhh! so u go prepare everything first dun as brother. it doesn't matter! go plan ahead without askingme. i'm going to call your primcipal and tell her that her mgs girls are so rude. its so rude... blahblah" *rolls eyes. siti had her attituded face it was hilarious. i mean of course then i wasn't. shar told me she wanted to cry. he did that stupid piercing gaze thing.
well the meetin went horrendously.we saw him for like FIVE whole minutes. what a plan. in the background i saw joyce and some other girls getting picked on by yati and the cow. i just counted my blessings i had a table cloth skirt. i had to do my GP (the newspaper) cos i thought it was due today. more on that later. so me and shar snuck into the gallery of the audi and sat in the the humidity and darkness doing my article. i felt like a bloody fugitive la sneaking around. the good part is i found a mentos. *grin
after i managed to crap up some shit we left around 830. yippee. at least i missed a period of GP. when i went back ms ting had to interrogte me in front of the whole class. bah.
the rest of the day went pretty ok. i think mr poh bought my excuse about why i was late. i told him " mr poh actually i came early to dump my bag in class but i hadbad cramps so i went to the toilet. then bell rang while i was still inside so i didn't come out cosvery pai seh to walk around". sounds damn retarded la! but either he believed me or he just closed one eye.
hey he actually thinks my uniform is tucked out accidentally. his exact words huh to rachel "at least lisa doesn't mean it cos she runs around and it comes untucked". hahahaha!!! rachel was so pissed i managed to get away with it. sorry baby
well anyway i' determined to keep my record clean. oh ms soong caught us during econs lect today "stephanie lisa and kelly still talking huh." when i smiled sheepishly she actually went to say "lisa still smiling huh!" stupard bitch. later during tutorial she said "some ppl iin this class think they're very smart dun need my help. but they'll pull everyone down....blah lbah".
no prizes for guessing who huh... Twilight Zone ppl la.
hmm... nows friends! i'll continue complaining later.
9:59 PM
Saturday, July 17, 2004
YAAAAAYYYY!! i finally got a lap top to use at home. so i du hafta use those pangsai coms at school. hmmm... its kinda weird to type on a laptop. or maybe cos i havent exactly typed for so long so u gotta excuse my spelling or whatever. sheesh i hafta type with such force cos the buttons are like so... stiff? haha. well i got my results back. E for chem, D for math and econs, F for bio like duh, 5 for GP and a 3 for chinese. my chinese standard really dropping. the other day i had A lev oral itwas like so bad.
i haven't been in thebest of moods these recently. in fact i'm kinda down. i mean like why the hell is everything so complicated. and why can't ppl just leave me alone and let me be. the scrutiny. i feel like i have some homing device taped onto my forehead or something. argh! i dun even knowwho to be angry at.
i dun even know what to do now. i want a simple life. hahaaaaaha.
and owing to my bad mood guys. i'm really sorry all. steph love ya babe for always listening to my complains my doubts and reasssuring me. and enduring my mad moods! haha. rememer sari day! haha. Ron hey man best fren. see i acknowledged you ok? anyway i know i'm always giving ya the bad mood and whining, abusing, complaining, the "secretive" thing, the zanging,the snapping, the tantrums and all (no really i'm still a good fren. haha) but yea. sorry for real and hugz for enduring all of it. but hey you tantrum me too! okok. and its not cos i "like dun wanna like that". just really really not up for it. sei hup guai.that how u spell it? haha.
olivia sorry babe i was quite pissed off the other day so it wasn't that fun! outing again soon!
anyway i wanna get outta this ditch soon. i dunno but why do i care about it so much? fuck. and thats sayin alot.
10:48 AM
Thursday, July 08, 2004
yep! once again i'm blogging on the school's dinky com cos mine at home is...yea. well today we had youth day celebrations. was damn fun laughed like mad with tessa rachel jolynn fong and mari. sittin in a bunch at the back. it was nice cos we could finally just sit down and enjoy oursleves without like ppl bothering me.haha. hmm... i dunno if i use the school com if ppl can access my account after this? haha. hope not. anyway the password always cancels out. jiacheng is being reallllyyy dumbass and looking over my shoulder as i blog. and so is charmaine khoo. and gerald. all of them want their names on my blog. haha!! well anyway i had this really nice chat with olivia yesterday and we caught up with like stuffs after a somewhat long time. we're going out later! haha for dinner.
stayed up till 1 in the a.m. y6esterday. talking on the phone. lucky today got no lessons or i'll be like absolutely zonked.
we just blew the cake for jiacheng christine's and mr poh (haha) bday. i ate like 2 pieces k! bleagh.
anyway. it was good. i'm going to catch mean girls later! yipe!! ok next time.
11:00 PM
sigh man. so it has begun. school started again. argh. all those 510 days all over again. and i was starting to get used to the hols. bah. as a matter of fact today was a 510 day again. the only good thing is i dun hafta be stuck at home with my mum's nagging. and i get to see everyone again! haha miss all them at school. well anyway cos the computer is wonky at home i hafta use the dinky com at school. i feel so bad man. i had to dump ashton and steph just to blog. stupid stupid technology!! i hate coms and they hate me. mutual. so anyway. i just found out. i got a bloody EEEEE in chem. and i was banking on it ok. an E la dammit. pure science crap. whatever. i dun think i did well for math either. maytbe econs still got hope. i'm not even gonna start on bio. bloody hell. i went into the paper only knowing rubbish about cell division and enzymes. we're all so screwed. the twilight zone ppl. gah. well anyway. now i'm bloggng in the midst of like everyone at school and like kenny is being real juvenille. so much for privacy huh. well anyway. today was sooo terrible. i fell asleep during all the lectures and mr poh caught me sleepin in class. sigh. but. i am determined to turn over a new leaf this term!! yipee!! haha no seriously. i'm going to do my math and read my bio religiously. see how long it'll last la huh.
oh i met pei!! my god shes so diff now and all. but she still looks the same la huh. haha it was fun!! we had this really fun shopping trip! and blew like so much money. ok ok i'll elaborate more later cos kenny is waitin la huh. i have recieved complaints about my blog being messed up. hem hem. sorry bout that all. i'll fix it when i can k ppl! besides i'm getting bored of my current template.
5:50 PM
