black flowers bloom
drop my econs la what did you think.
yes. today we had to sign this thing to confirm our subjects for A levs.
i sat there, not sure but still sure. uh, yeaah. so i finally amended off the economics part and signed it. i felt like i was signing my life away!!! now i know how people feel when they have to sign bills. oh well. its for the better i guess. now all i hafta do is find bio tuition. anyone in?
k that said and done nothing much excitin happened today... ladeedum. heard some very upsettin stuff today... damn hurtful tho i dun even know why i'm bothering to be hurt cos obviously the person has already made a conclusion as to what he/she thinks.. i mean i knew we sorta grew apart but i think my friend should know me better than that la huh.
i dunno whats it with people judging me nowadays. thats sickening enuff. but from a friend too. well. no comments.
ms lim changed our places too. i'm still pretty much in the same place 'cept theres an ailse between me and lang. and ash and steph are in front of me now. kelly was pretty upset about the new arrangements... poor girl. ms lim said she had to seperate the "bimbo row". i wonder who she's quoting from. rarr.
but i think she was pretty cool with it. i mean she couldve done a poh and separated all of us 4 corners of the class.
she almost separated me and rach but my powers of persuation *charismatic smile, and rachel's unchallenged whining put an end to that.
poor baby's stuck in the tekong.. suffering! coming back fri.
anyway after the service i went to have lunch with my mum and my sis then we went to catch miss congeliality. it was so funny!! i dunno why the newspaper gave it such bad reviews. i mean honestly to them la, no one's asking for cannes festival kinda high level humour... brainless comedy suits me fine too for some RnR during the weekend. hur.
it was also good cos we 3 got a girls (uh?) day out. give all of us a break from studying and just the day to day boring stuff. haha
after that we went home... felt a bit off before that. kinda like fatigue and tiredness. i think it was the crowds i tell you like every single body was in plaza sing la. bah. anyway i managed to get a 10 minute nap (how gratifying) before i had to rush off for tuition with kelly. whoa tuition dragged onnnn and ooooonnn cos we couldn't manage to solve the last question. supposed to end at 9? ended at 10. both our darlings were waitin.
poor baby waited like an hour at the ulu eunos station in the heat!!
we went to eat indian rojak. oily and sinful. yum! i saw this poor baby cat like mewing and mewing. it was so small. it was peeping from behind a wall (no honestly) then i coaxed it over and it came! it started rubbing itself on my sneakers. poor thing i think it didn't have a mother. i was like "come come" and it followed us!! really really. if only i was in braddell so i could tell my mum, "it just followed me home,honest!". its kinda hard to tell my mum it followed me up the cab. har. well it followed us until somebodaay had to make a fool of himself by screaming and running amok when the kitten chased him. its prob more afraid of you than you are of it la huh. it ran off after that. glare.
happy good friday all!
don't forget what its all about.
i didn't know you were scared of baby cats you chicken. :) thanx for (always?) waitin somewhat patiently. love you/.
anyway today we had half day cos of maundy thurs for the catholics. some half day la huh we ended at like 330... only missing one hour. but we had a damn...amusing chem lesson. in mr ong's own words "if you want to swindle, swindle big... no use doing it small". haha it was hilarious. he was teaching us how to make money the easy way and telling us to go marry a rich guy., and all the 4D and big sweep rubbish. he's one of the quirkiest ppl ever i realised he reminds me of the pirates of the carribean guy. oh whatever. but he's definetely made chem lessons so much more bearable then some other ppl. i love mr ong!! haha
baby's booking out today!!! we're going out later... i'll finally get to see him after like 2 weeks. i wonder how weird he'll look with his bald head! haha.
tell next time. ciao
got all my CT grades back. D in math (not proud of it) E in bio(wanted to do better but sigh of relief at least a pass) and my B in chem=)))) (nuff said). anyway this puts me in a dilemma so i've got to rethink things.
we had ladeedum math lect math tut blah blah which i was essentially half asleep... we had econs lect when she called me (as ms lim puts it, we're the condemned) but guess what i got the answer correct (thanx mari ashton) and she looked so pleased. she even had this glimmer of one of her rare Cow Smiles. haha gloat.
oh oh! and today we had bio prac. yes the bane of my existence. usually. but today was different. we did some experiment thingie on resiration and i actually witnessed a germinating seed breathing! ok i sound like some nerdo but honestly. the strangest thing was the liquid would move pretty slowly, then i was talking to rachel sayin "my seed is retarded in growth" then the manometer fluid (apologies to those who have no idea in tarnation what i'm talking about) suddenly shot like what, 2 squares!! what a theory. so i got all excited about it and decided to try my hypothesis. i went "hi sweetie" to the seed and it shot up again!! coincidence? i don't think so.
haha i sound so psycho!!! ok ok snap outta it i feel like a mad scientist. but it was as if i experienced something beyond knowledge!! like touched something beyond humanity's wisdom.
ok fine la i'm just gloating cos i managed to get the prac done right. haha
anyhow it was a pretty alright day. the best part is.... tmorrow's short day!! yipee yay yay.
anyway after school we went to eat at long john's and had a really nice long talk about stuff and caught up with happenings. then we shopped around for awhile.... i found 2 tops but only bought one from forever 21. and i got a chain too (hehe).
anyway we yakked and yakked i felt like 2 aunties on some sorta outing. haha but it was fun inventing code names for certain people and certain categories of pple wink wink... and other talking done =).
as rachel put it," you guys seem to know a lot about stuff happening around". is it me or is she implying we're ba gua
olivia: had great time today lovely!! we must go out again soon soon. hug.
so it was a fun day!! despite PE. ugh.
later.
just came back from lunching with my parents... yong tau foo and rojak yum yum.
i was supposed to watch spongebob with my sister yesterday but we couldn't get tickets, so in the end we watched in good company. no regrets there. it was so damn funny i laughed till i wanted to die. stomachache. and that topher grace guy is not exactly hard on the eyes. ok he's so hot! haha. wasn't a very long outing tho cos i was so tired had only 4 hours of sleep after the party on thurs.
i had gone to get my mp3 in the morning! yipee yay yay. its the creative one... orange. nice and loud. yeah! haha.
my latest earworm. (an earworm is a song that is stuck in your head *smug smirk)
*Don't tell me I'm silly
just searching for pearls
Don't they see
Life is for the free
Yes I'll take my chances on simple romances
High-wire dances
I'm diving deep
And destiny is my oyster.
Catch me I'm falling in your dream
It is all that it seems
This is living, my love
Yes the dream is alive
Who's chasing rainbows
I've got my pot of gold
Heaven
Visions supreme
I'm suspended in stardust
Floating contagious
I'm flying high on a bird in the sky
Love is you and I
Catch me I'm falling in your dream
It is all that it seems
This is living, my love
Catch me I'm falling in your dream
It is all that it seems
This is living, my love
Won't you surrender
Catch me I'm falling in your dream
It is all that it seems*
~supreme beings of leisure.
and. i just couldn't seem to get high.drank relatively alot too. how i wish i had low alcohol tolerance. haha oh well. its a blessing maybeee. =))
wanted to go for supp after the party but too tired and had to rush home. talked to baby before i fell asleep. was a really fun night!!!
ashtonami~ was great fun groovin with ya all nite!! we shall do again sometime soon. you managed to dance without getting high!! good start good start. muax.
jolynn~ for being so funnay when you're high...i think.
cheers also to all those who made it fun! *
1) CTs are over. i got a B overall for chem! happy day. dunno bout the rest yet.
i skipped econs paper . very proud of that i must say cos i didn't go and waste my time. har har.
bio so far so good i guess. at least i managed to get a decnet pass for my mcq.
i know for sure i screwed up my GP tho. the ting will kill me.
math... math is just dunno. its the real question mark.
oh well. i'll know it all soon. just hope! ha
2) baby went to the army. ha ha. he's so spoilt and all dunno how he'll do. actually it doesn't really feel like he's gone cos i talk to him every night and msg him- cos he's sleeping next to a powerpoint. can charge the phone! how lucky haha. except we dun go out, for now la. anyways from what i hear, he's hating the food, complaining about the heat andd the boredom- pretty much ok i guess. hyuk. he just fell sick tho. poor baby he's just homesick i think. just 8 more days!
3) i moved house. yes. mixed feelings i think. it takes a lot of stress off my parents. the thing is that house holds a lot of memories for me. i lived there for like 8 years and i guess i naturally assumed i would stay there forever, as mad as it sounds. so to move out... well. i dunno.
the packing and all that made me feel like i was losing my memories like my past was going, as cliche as it appears. first my dog died, then my piano was given away... i lost my room and the house. i've been going back everyday to visit and look around, collect the newspapers, water our garden,before the locks are changed. i really miss the place. it just feels so still, all empty. ppl dun really understand why i'm like that but i guess i'm really attached to the home.
our new house is not that bad.. like i was telling baby, the old home has a more surreal feelin. like you're top of the world looking down at everything, the tops of trees. in the new house its a more suburban feel. like you're part of a bustling neighbourhood, tree top level... feels very tropical. hur.
ok today i went to the beach with lang ashton and stpeh. kelly joined us later. it was quite fun lar, i ate a hell lot of nonsense and my hunny B's!! haha despite the fact that they all were like " so baby" when they saw the winnie the pooh on the outside (they agreed that they refused to be seen with me when i opened it) they loved and ate my hunny B's. hur hur. got bloated on green tea.*urp.
we swam to the island and i saw fish! as in literally. A fish. dunno where the rest of the school was. supposedly there were a lot. oh well. i wasn't plannin to swim at first cos of stuff.. but i figured it was safe enuff la. it was sooo nice. but so salty.
i took a walk by myself and it was good. just strolling and thinking. some time out for myself after all the chaos and my hectic schedule. i picked some nice shells too! haha.
oh we tanned. a tad too much tho. i'm brown...and my face is RED!!! argh!! sunburnt like a lobster. hopefully it'll fade soon. but for now, i'm a lovely shade of pink, to be optimistic about it.
i ran into lydia. apparently the whole netball team was in sentaosa doing a triathalon and relaxing i suppose. they looked free. haha. we had to help them with some sorta scavenger hunt thingie later. haha mighty retarded.so i posed for a photo with some guy, and lent my bikini top (AFTER i changed into something else of course, wink).
overall was a fun day!! tho at the end i had a terrible headache from floatin in the water for too long. so exhausted! but in a nice way.