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Thursday, October 13, 2005
heyy today is the last day of school officially... usually under normal circumstances i would've been too lazy to log on to blog but i guess today deserves honourable mention. its been 2 years just gone past so fast i didnt even see it coming... and now its the end. i know we've been saying oh finally no school and stuff and yay we're outta cjc, but i can't help feeling sad and nostalgic in a way. oh god i sound cheesy.
like from the first day me and olivia all nervous and stuff. then meeting people in my first 3 mth class and all who made it so damn fun!! getting into my new class after first 3 mth and the twilight zone... i'm not gonna elaborate on everythin cos its too much!! oh and never forgetting the trouble and drama i got into.. some of it was annoying but it sorta added spice to my jc life and for that, i embrace it. haha it sounds impossible but i think i'm getting cheesier. i've just realised i've met so many people who have made a difference in my life... for better or for worse i'm sure there's both. for those who made it better they've made my jc life so much more enjoyable and exciting and those who didn't , well they've just made me mature emotionally, from a positive pt of view. i think i'll really miss the stupid school... yeah. it sounds weird coming from me, even to me, after 2 years of waiting to get out. like the school itself, the grandstand and everything with all our narcissistic moments with the cam, the people like all the many acquaintences i've met but yet not close enough to keep in touch with; and the teachers.. much as i hate some of them its kinda complex...something like a love hate relationship.
today's last day activities were so packed i don't even know where to begin... and ms lim had this video thingie which was so sad. i realised that i see all my class people and even friends outside class everyday that i began to... hmmm.. take them for granted i guess, for lack of a better word. so now that we're leaving its like i realise how much i'll miss all our moments and time shared together! oh and another funny thing...we won best class 2005!! is that incredible or what?! the funniest thing was when the teacher was rambling on about the criteria being good academics and value addedness.. talent and all that yadda, we all kinda switched off and assumed it was like some annoying overacheiver class. then she was like 2t31. everyone just stoned. the PAC was like dead silent. then chard was like "oi" or something and woke everyone up. well at least it woke me up and i just started laughing and laughing. i couldn't even manage to cheer properly!
to all my babes and gays in t31: i'll miss you guys lots!! i think. haha anyway we may all be doing our own thing after the a's and all but we should still keep in touch! 3 cheers for the most funloving class ever and everyone knows that! yay!!!
to all the friends who matter to me: you've made an impact on my life in some way and i hope we'll all keep in touch in the future!
anyway the next hurdle for eveyone now is the bloody A's... sigh. gotta start mega study. so if i dun manage to blog soon... all the best for the A's everyone and study hard!!!
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â¦I dig my toes into the sand/ The ocean looks like/ A thousand diamonds/ Strewn across a blue blanket/ I lean against the wind/ Pretend that I am weightless/ And in this moment I am happy, happy// I lay my head onto the sand/ The sky resembles a backlit canopy/ With holes punched in it/ I'm counting UFOs/ I signal them with my lighter/ And in this moment I am happy, happy//
I, wish you were here/ I, wish you were here/ I, wish you were here/ Wish you were here
The world's a rollercoaster/ And I am not strapped in/ Maybe I should hold with care/ While my hands are busy in the airâ¦.