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black flowers bloom
Saturday, September 17, 2005
oh my goodnesss. my last post was end may which means... i haven't blogged for about 3 plus months!!! good grief. just been really busy and lazy and sorts. haha. ok techinically now its the middle of prelims so its a really weird time to suddenly decide to start bloggin again but oh well... the bulk of the papers are over for me la.so far everything has been horrendous. i hope it ends up better than it seems now.
today after the paper the whole lot of us went to subway for breakfast. the first break after such a long time holing up cramming. yummy! yes. now i'm a subway convert thanks to baby's intro if not i would've never tried such great food! haha then i convertered steph, my ex-fellow anti subway comrade. aiyah all in all we all love subway now! haha. so anyway we went and i was all happy and excited cos i haven't tried subway breakfast before. but guess what! the mad lady at the counter scolded me for calling it a bagel!! yes i know bagels have a hole in the middle but doesn't it look like a bagel in the picture? ugh. anyway i got my bagel (still gonna call it that. hmpf.). we started off ok with the usual chatting and stuff. but as usual... soon we were like talking hell loudly and laughing and everything. damn funny. richard and co came by later to... sit around i guess. didn't eat. anyway i didn't really notice but they pointed out something interesting...! they said we were all talking at the same time (so you can imagine the noise) but everyone still could hear everything and understand everything. funny! tho i never realised of it before. haha
soon we left and i went to meet baby. ended on a bad note tho. bah.
oh well. i really want the prelims to end... and this sounds really bad but i have post prelim plans already made!! argh. i dun like to do that or i'll be like waiting for the exams to be over. torturous. yeaa... but i dun have that nice sense of contentment of after-exams... i guess cos well there are still As coming up soon... and there's no closure from the prelims...! as in i still feel uneasy. i bet its a premonition about my grades. lucky no ptm after prelims... yay!
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â¦I dig my toes into the sand/ The ocean looks like/ A thousand diamonds/ Strewn across a blue blanket/ I lean against the wind/ Pretend that I am weightless/ And in this moment I am happy, happy// I lay my head onto the sand/ The sky resembles a backlit canopy/ With holes punched in it/ I'm counting UFOs/ I signal them with my lighter/ And in this moment I am happy, happy//
I, wish you were here/ I, wish you were here/ I, wish you were here/ Wish you were here
The world's a rollercoaster/ And I am not strapped in/ Maybe I should hold with care/ While my hands are busy in the airâ¦.